Hello Rachel, welcome to Living With Ben’s Friends. Sometimes a few words can say so much more than anything else, and reading about your story just broke my heart a little. I love art as well- anything ranging from playing an instrument to painting. To me, the process of creating just has so much healing power. Although I am not very good at it, I find some peace in practicing. I hope you find your peace in what you do, and in this new community that you discovered as well. Please let us know if you have any questions, and feel free to scroll around!