Hello there! Welcome to Living With Ben’s Friends. My name is Christie, and I’m an intern here. These times that you are going through can definitely tough and hard to understand for people who don’t share the same experience. I can only imagine the frustration! I am so glad to hear that your family and your husband are being supportive, and hopefully we can do the same for you! Please feel free to scroll around and start your own threads: we are all here for each others!